Diddy 619,
Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 5:55 PM
Sayang, 1stly I want to say, you are not at fault, serious. It's my fault. Please don't blame yourself. I am hurt by your posts. Seriously, It's never your fault. It's freaking me who are just so so so careless and stupid to walk instead of taking bus. Somemore you're injured, so I guessed you made the right choice not to meet me but to go home and rest. So it's not your fault. Whatever it is, I'm sorry for making you hurt. Whatever it is, I'm sorry, I won't make you stress about our relationship. I will not control you or don't disturb you which I always do. Let you settle all your problems. The reason I'm angry just now is actually not about meeting you but because of my problems. Ya. Sorry,dear. I am damn bad and lousy boyfriend. I admit that dear. I know you love me and I know you care for me. I know BUT I feel something is not right in our relationship. We seems like to have alot of personal problems. So I suggest you don't think too much of us. I don't want you to cry because of me. I don't want. I want you to be a happy person. I really want that. I don't want anything else but you being happy. I failed to make you happy. I can't make you happy. I don't know what to do. I now am stress about my problems. I went to Kallang and they labelled my recent accident as serious case. What if my license being revoked? I will cry sia... What if I have to pay fine? What if I were to end up in jail? I don't know. I am too stress til I crossed the road and being hit by a bike. Haiz. The rider helped me and said sorry. He gave me $50 to go doctor. I said thanks. Then a young malay lady around my age came to me and helped me to the side of the road. She accompanied me to lunch. She treat me everything. Syidah is her name and she stay at Tampines. She want gave me $10 but I rejected. What a kind-hearted girl. She was shocked to see my whole arms bandage. She opened up my bandage and helped me to wear the bandage properly. Thanks. If everyone is like her, I will be more than happy. After that, I went to meet Mr Royston. He trying to help me win the case but it's really really hard. Haiz. No hope? I believe there's still a glimpse of hope for me. Took 2 hours to complete my case settlement. Walked to Lavender and take train home which I saw Malek. K. Nothing much. I just wonder, what's life have in store for me tomorrow. When can I ever smile again remains to be a question.
To my one and beloved sayang...
I Love u so much...
I can promise you, no other guys can love u the way I love u...
I can promise you, I will never leave you for other girls...
And
I can promise you, I will always be there for you whenever you ever need me.
Seriously, please take care of your neck.
I beg you not to do high jump, sports day or dance all these.
I beg you to listen to me.
And I beg you, please don't be sad anymore...
If I'm the cause of it, please tell...
I won't bother you...
I seriously give up you know...
I tak tahu sey what more I should do to make you happy.
Is it that I'm not meant for you?
Is it true that other guys can bring back the smile on your face?
Only YOUR HEART knows the answer.
Only I know, we are not meant for each other...
People are happy in their relationship,
WE are sad and suffering in our relationship...
Prove me wrong that we are fated to be together...
God knows...
God knows that you are the perfect girl for me....
I know and you know, we can 1 day be the happiest couple ever...
Hehe...
Haiz...
Diddy Sayang Aika...
Don't be sad...
Cheers...
Smile more...
Take care...
I doakan semoga u cepat sembuh...
Ur health is so important to me...
Just take good care of urself...
I beg u...
Bye...
Muacks (:
My answer to ur post: You never fail to make me happy. You are not a useless girlfriend but the best there is, the best there was and the best there will ever be. You are my angel. Hurt, pain, happy, problems, arguments are just part of relationship. So no big deal. As long we don't resort to breaking up, I'm happy. You know that this is just the beginning? C'mon, don't let these problems affect our true love. (: Sayang, i know all the answers but 1 thing I don't have is the prove... So you just have to prove it to me... Alright my darling tweety sweety bird... Lol... (:
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