Diddy 619,
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 8:15 PM
11a.m til 6p.m work. 10 deliveries. I lost my spirit to continue working here. Serious speaking, it's sucks. People are just egoist. People are just caring for their self. I ride bike so slow just to be careful and avoid accident, in the end being late, customers nagging at me. Manager scolded me. I was damn fcuked up. Today will be the last day I work. Even though I love the job, for the sake of the one I loves, I will listen to them. I'm out of this job. Haiz. I am damn hurt.Even though I ride slowly, I almost met with an accident again. Maybe it's just signs that I am not fit for this job. Haiz. After delivering at IMM, Went back home. My mum help me with my abrasion treatment. Ouch. Wanna see the scariest part? My left hand.
Living in pain right now. No happiness but just simple plain smile. Haiz. I want to be happy once more. I'm no longer the cheerful guy people used to label me. I am a different personality now. The pain on my external body is the exact amount of pain in my heart. Need I say this again, I just feel weak day by days... I just don't know what life has in store for me tomorrow. Haiz...
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